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Colorado Show -

VIP - Done (Platinum baby!!! EEEK)

Ticket - Done FRONT ROW, HELL YES!!! (calling GC to change it to will call, it seems we won't be getting tickets in mail taking forever)

Hotel - Done (yay) yes I'm staying at a hotel with some girl's, it makes the experience even better and much more fun!

Directions - Done, I got my Tom Tom to be ready :) Need to know how to get to the hotel and venue better safe than sorry ;)

To Do List - Done, it's ready to be checked on June 21st, :)

Cleveland, Ohio-

Tickets - Done, FRONT ROW BABY!!! :)

VIP - Done, Silver oh yes!! Whooo!!!

Directions - Got the important addresses down to put in Tom Tom so we won't get lost

Flight - Done and brought, w00t!

Hotel - Still looking, will be done next month or so

Car Rental - Will be done next month or so

I CANNOT WAIT!!!!

WHOOOOOHOOOOOOOOO!

AIM/Yahoo/MSN

I just got new accounts for MSN and AIM, and I sadly forgot to save my contacts so now I don't really have many buddies to chat too, anyone have any IM here and love to chat?

I used to have Skype but now that I have a webcam on my netbook, I may download Skype again, but I never used a webcam to talk to people hah.

Let me know,shoot me a message and we'll exchange info! :)

Starting over, a whole new me!

I've been thinking a lot the past few weeks and realized that I've lost friend's, gained some, and truth to be told, I have some people that I never talk too anymore and I'm not sure why and it can be many reason's and what I'm doing right now is I'm going to not worry so much about it, I figured there are many reason's to why there may be for one person and I to not be friend's or talking anymore, true people drift apart but I always figured as long as you have some sort of communication, things will be okay and now I'm guessing that is not true?

Since good things have been starting in my life for the past few weeks, I figured I need to start over on everything to be myself, to friendships and even my family.

I've came to terms that I'm going to start over with everyone and anything that means I have no grudge against no one anymore, life is WAYYYYYYY to short to be fussing or fighting with people over the internet who I may or may not ever meet, I'm tired of fighting and being rude to others when there is no need too and it could of been my fault or it could of been both of ours but I'm going to do my part and share and apologize and say I'm sorry for WHATEVER I may of done or said, you can take it this however you like, I'm just trying to be a better bigger person here, I realized that I'm 27 years old I'm tired and done with drama and the negative things in my life and I never liked drama and sure I've been negative at times who hasn't but I have overcome all my negative attitude and if you know me, I wake up everyday with a positive attitude, but overall I'm done with it 100%

I'm wanting to be able to get along with everyone and just be the friendly Shay that I know I can be and will be!

So instead of worrying bout the little things and the drama, I'm going to push all that away the best I can and enjoy life to the fullest!

Have a great weekend everyone, :)

Confusing!!

I've been having odd dreams again at night, mainly to do with my EX and I don't know why, he should not be on my mind at all and I shouldn't even think bout him and yet every night I have some type of dream that involves him or some member of his family, like last night it was his mother.

This morning I woke up to my account being negative and in high money all because of the bank and my lawyer's company screw up which I hope they can fix tomorrow since today was not doable, I never like being in negative esp when it's not my doing, I know not to spend money I do not have and I had money this weekend which is why I'm so confused and pissed off, I did go talk to someone today, she said she'll try again tomorrow, I sure hope so because this is not a good amount to be negative for, :\ I was suppose to buy my tickets to Ohio show today as well, *sniffle* so I sure hope it works out tomorrow so it can be done and I'll be back to good.

Last night, I showed my mom to play the Wii, and it was so funny!! I was doing the Hula Hoop and she was doing it so funny and such, I was laughing so hard! LOL she said she wanted learn to use it in case she gets bored at home ha-ha!!

All I can think of is, 4 days and another weekend!! *falls* This weekend was so crazy and busy that I had no time to relax hardly ha-ha!!