100% Guilty!!

Why drag it on as him being called a suspect? He's 100% guilty and everyone knows it and seeing his face expressions on TV he has no soul whatsoever! I hope he gets what he deserves he killed 12 and injured so many more which is not acceptable. Yet we still don't know why he did this but yet I'm sure they gonna say he's insane or something which is no excuse he deserves to be in jail and rot in there or death penalty! RIP to all the victims that lost their lives and hope all the ones that got injured get well soon!

My weigh in today was a burst.

I walked in with positive attitude that if I didn't reach my 25lb goal like I hoped I would at least lose some and of course as usual before every weigh in I'm nervous and just don't want to do it but I know this is part of the process so I get on and the lady tells me I stayed the same. Now I'm happy I didn't gain but I didn't lose either so that means I hit plateau, which I don't know how to fix this I mean I did everything right, I worked out, I tracked my foods, etc and yet I still hit a plateau and since I've never gotten this far in a past weight loss I have no idea what this means or what can I do. All I know is I so badly want to quit because I'm so tired of not losing like everyone else is.

28 days to go

This is not me at all when a trip is approaching I'm usually giggly and bouncing off the walls and this is usually a month before the trip happens and here it 28 days to go and I'm not even excited so something is definitely wrong with me! I'm not sure what it is but I do believe a little part of it has to do with the past trips that involves BSB have been a little awkward and weird due to the fact of petty stuff ya know. The other thing is I'm not even sure the boys will see that I'm there because I couldn't afford the BSBBQ ticket which is a few hours with them and a meet and greet and yeah it's me when do I ever pass on about a meet and greet well I had to this time due to short notice and I have bills so I have to be a adult before I can have fun but I am hoping something great happens that will make this trip memorable because I do want to talk to Nick about my weight loss so far and make sure he's still good about the Skype chat that we promised in Feb. :) I mean I should be excited I'm seeing my boys again and I haven't seen them together since the cruise last year so I need to be hyped up. Hopefully things change when it gets closer.

Backstreet's Back????

Well this does bother me a bit because the boys never left, they still stayed as group and never did break up. Kevin did leave for awhile but yet still Backstreet Boys was there with a new album and tour. I just felt that Good Morning America once again had to say they are back so I mean us fans know what is true and what isn't and we are saying that Backstreet Boys NEVER broke up and yes they did take a break but while they were on break they even told us a album/tour will be happening wait let me correct myself, that's TWO albums and tour's they've done without Kevin being present.

Met Chapman family.

On Saturday after a long period of time of waiting and struggling with people and the heat, my cousins and I were lucky to meet Dog, Beth and their youngest daughter Cecily, although I'm a little sad due to my mom and my aunt not able to meet them, they couldn't handle the crowds and there was like 7,000 people there (no joke) and because of how rushed it was and how inconsiderate people are my cousins didn't get a photo with Dog or Beth but they had a good time meeting them both, and Cecily was very nice I think she was the nicest of them all ha-ha and my cousins joined me for a photo so I was happy they got something, and they did get Dog and Beth's autograph's and PS Dog doesn't sign front of shirts HAHA Opps!? I will say that the event itself was very unorganized,and poorly planned. I honestly think they didn't expect this many people to show up but I'm like it's free and it was all over the radio what did you not expect? We left after we met the family and headed home to get ready for the races, we just couldn't bear the heat and people, I almost had a panic attack at the beginning we were in front of the family watching them come say hi. I'm sure I'll have a more a detail review and I'll try to do it tomorrow! :)

Permanent Eye-Liner

On Tuesday I plan to go see Magic Mike if things go well that morning and early afternoon, then the late afternoon I'm going to go get my eyes done and get the permanent eyeliner on my lower eyes. Two of my aunts have it done, my mom got it done recently and a few friend's of mine have them done as well, I love this idea because A) my eyeliner always wears off after 20 minutes and have to reapply all the time B) I think it's a bitch to take off everyday LOL!! I'm hoping it goes well and I don't get freaked out but seeing how I have a lot of tattoos this should be easy. :)