This year was one amazing year! I never thought that my dreams was going to come true this year as well. First let's start off with how my mom finally got her kidney transplant beginning of this year which I think was the best way to start off the year, :) I'm so glad God came through for all of us and helped my mom when she needed God the most. June 17th, 18th and 21st - I saw NKOTBSB which turned out to be one amazing show! I was so grateful that I could seen this show 3 times. I'll never forget the great memories that came with this trip, seeing friend's old and new and of course on June 17th, a dream of mine came true I was on stage and was sung by the one and only Nick Carter! Then I got to go to after party of Howie's which was totally awesome, I got to talk to him for a few, get a photo and also took a shot with him and my friend. :)

The 2nd NKOTBSB show was just as good, :) Got to see it from a different angle and then also had another awesome after party to attend too which was Nick Carter's and I also had VIP. :) I met up with great friend's and had a blast!

The 3rd NKOTBSB show was in Nashville with my friend SD and we also had Silver VIP and I will never forget this VIP because of how Brian wanted to shake my hand so badly and kept repeating my name, AJ telling me it was good to see me again, and not least Nick saying my twitter name in a song. LOL :) I also won't forget the eye contact gotten from the boys, and Brian intimidating me, a few times.

During the summer my friend SD came to visit and it was fun doing things every day and sight seeing, I even had a blast and I live here, :)

October 17th 2011! I went to Nashville and visit with SD, and I also met up with a great friend of mine Jeanette, had a blast and tons of fun!! I also won to be part of Nick Carter's music video for Burning Up and it was a amazing experience!! :)

November 12th 2011 I went to New Orleans and also hanged out with SD and my friend Gretchi and Gretchi and I attended the Unleashed event with Ian Somehalder with our good friend Tammi, it was def a weekend we wouldn't forget, although Ian had canceled to be there due to a injury my friend's and I made it to be the best trip we could make it to be and I got totally trashed! LOL

The best way to end the year would be Backstreet Boys Cruise :) I ended up meeting my new friend's, old friend's and made new friend's as well! :) I will never forget this trip and I'm so grateful that I got to attend this cruise again. I also loved our table for the Pre cruise party, it was amazing! I had so much fun dancing, drinking, being with friend's and getting to watch the boys. :) I was able to sing Karaoke with the boys all thanks to my friend Julie! I had such great memories with the guys and my friend's. I had the best seats in the house for the concert which I will remember forever!!! I just had to do my review of 2011 :) I hope that 2012 is just as good or even better!! :) HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE!! If you're going out tonight, be safe!! :)

Never forget but possibly to forgive or is it?

With the new year approaching, I'm going to try something new. That is with people that hate me and can't stand me blah blah blah, I'm not going to let it get to me I can't make people like me but if they want to hate on me and whatnot then I say DO IT! :) I'm going to be the BIGGER person. I'm going to go to shows or events and be the person that I am which is nice and friendly. I'm going to be who I am. I just see that life is too short for all this pity and childish stuff that I'm just OVER it. :) 2012 is all about making amends, I may not forget but I can forgive but doesn't mean things are peachy but I do want to have the same respect as for myself so therefore I'm going to treat people how I want to be treated and that is kindness :) Now I just have to say, can you believe that it's almost 2012? This year FLEW by! Whose ready for 2012? I'm hoping 2012 is a good year as my year of 2011 is or even better. I also wish 2012 is full of love for my family and friend's and all of us to be healthy and live life.

It's Christmas time! :)

Happy Holiday's! :) I hope all my friend's have a wonderful Christmas! To my friend's that do not celebrate Christmas I hope you have a wonderful Hanukkah. :) I have two family things tomorrow which starts at 12:30pm and I probably won't be home until like 8pm or so that night, it's going to be a long but fun day! As well friend's be safe too and enjoy the day!

2012 is approaching quickly!

I'm going to be making some changes for the next year. One thing I'm not going to do anymore is take people bullshit and believe people lies. Basically you either be straight with me, tell me like you see or feel and we'll be good otherwise there is no friendship involved. Anyone that doesn't support my weight loss goal will not be part of my life, I need support and help from others not the other way around, I should of been down HALF my weight by this year and I didn't do that I gained more.I also will be going to the gym with someone or alone I hate myself for the excuses I am making so I will start Jan 1st 2012 (since I plan to party for New Years, I hope anyway) I'm also going to focus on myself a lot I know how that may sound shady or selfish but I need to figure things out from a lot things in this world and how things are going. I will continuing to do what makes me happy by that I mean anything trips, seeing Backstreet Boys, etc Being personal and stay personal this meaning I'm not going to talk to everyone about my problems I'm going to start keeping things to myself, I will no longer value to needing a friend to talk too because I've realized this year friend's are easy to find but to truth them is the hardest part and when you do trust someone the truth get lost and then you back to square one and you're pretty much ruined. Whew, this felt good to get off my chest. :) If you feel you can't handle any of this or agree with me on things then it be best for you to delete me as a friend from here so I can start my new year with a good start. :)